Strength
Hm. I really really need to obtain discipline. It honestly feels like I ain't growing at all as a human being. I've had problems with discipline ever since I started this blog, and even though I continuously whine about it. Nothing was ever done to make it happen. How lame.
I feel so worthless most of the time. I don't have any willpower or anything, despite how strong I want to be.
I've told myself I don't want to live selfishly anymore, but that's still what I'm doing. I can't seem to overcome myself.
I don't know whether or not the fact that I never want help from anyone and I insist on doing things by my own power, is a weakness or a strength.
I don't know whether or not the fact that I refuse to drop a class once I've taken it, even if it would result in poorer grades across the board is due to a sense of confidence and determination, or simple-minded stubbornness.
I don't know whether the fact that I honestly don't care about grades is an indicator of a transcendence of an intransigent outdated system (the fact that I'm more concerned with learning the subject rather than getting good grades), or simply laziness. >__<
I feel weak and worthless.
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